But then again growing up around highly massacistic, addiction fueled behavior, has given me many gifts.
- One. There is no way that I could see both my step dad, live and die, for , alcohol benzodiazapines and money, and not know that each of the substances are deadly, but I knew that they were deadly, but could never know just what someone will do for money, and that makes any and everyone’s intent, motive, or what they are capable of.
- Two. I learned that what you don’t know can hurt you.
- Two. the cat in the box doesn’t give A fuck about weather you believe the cat is dead or not. Facto non verba, el veritas.
- I learned that both good, and bad experiences are valuable. You cannot see if the inside of your scull is bright. Likewise a good person living a good life for long enough will loss value of the good they have, and taking for granted ease, happiness, and good is very bad. Especially when you are talking to someone like me, that innately knows the pain of loss and MissFortune, and would enjoy the laz-afair existence that they take for granted.
I learned that MONEY is as much of a impairment as POVERTY, but that MONEY, will only ever be MONEY, and that MONEY, is worth no more than you value it, and no bill is something, that you would kill for…..
It’s the freedom of imorphouse nature, the ability to command the world around you, to degrees that others couldn’t imagine, that’s what you would kill for. And if you know anything about the American dollar, than you already know that it’s essentially monopoly money to begin with. I also know that the economy is debt based economy, and in being such those with money stay packed with money and those in debt, stay in debt. The fact that I learned this from an addict which was such a great woman, that I became a great man in her shadow, tells me that there is good in all walks of life, more importantly that the drugs aren’t (furthermore can’t be evil) it’s desperate acts of desperate men that can be. You don’t tell at a badger for not coming up and licking you, why because it’s a fucking badger but a dog and it’s going to do badger things, Badgers aren’t evil, life feeds on life, we’re no different, but no badger has ever hunted to extinction, and whereas I see death as natural extinction is not, and the greatest level of cruelty you could ship an animal. Evil is either a knowledge, and capability of love, unity, charity, morality, and kindness, but the absence of the display of them. Well that’s the other true evils, hipocracy, and imposition of morality, otherwords of you think it’s OK to steal I have no place to tell you, that you can’t live in a city of theifs. And that of success is good then all those things I stated first, are great, because selfishness, and hedonism, is both social and personal suicide, greed is poverty, cruelty is perpetual pain, divided we fall. MONEY is not accountable for your actions so your not accountable for the damage caused to get it, the shadow government is corporate business, the greatest benifitiary the military, and as long as it is such this world will stay broken. I know enough that I’m a very valuable man, and that value is one of such great power I could not morally tell you more than I felt I could, because I know that I would use the great power, for greater solutions. I have done so, written a book, and come up with more solutions than the could be problems, and still I’m homeless, this has at least left me humble, but my lesson is “knowledge is not power, it is ability. money is resource, and the ability to do something and the recorce to do it should only align at good moral men.” Tanner
I’ve been living only for the benifit of others because I hated me before, I had dedicated a vast amount of time, and effort to it, dedicated my life to preservation of life. But I continue in a path of self loathing because I have no means to make my life’s goal a reality, and ensure you life has a place in reality. No life is worth more than any other, no sight, nor view is any less valuable than another, but your views and opinions, don’t matter until others views and opinions matter to you, and your prospective is hollow until filled with love and empathy.
LONG STORY SHORT I HAVE FOUND TRUTH, AND THE TRUTH IS THAT, THERE IS ABSOLUTE TRUTH, IRREFUTABLE, AND UNTARNISHABLE.
HUMANITY IS HUMANITY’S WORST ENEMY, AND, RIGHT NOW IT NEEDS A MAN THAT LOVES HUMANITY A GREAT DEAL, AND CAN UNDERSTAND SELF DISTRUCTIVE AND MASSACISTIC NATURE, ENOUGH THAT HE COULD PUT THAT EMPATHETIC LOVING UNDERSTANDING INTO WORDS JUST LIKE I DID NOW. PLEASE I BEG YOU TO LET ME HELP YOU.
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